Sunday, August 24, 2008

Frustrated

I'm so frustrated at life right now. I know God is going to do good things and he has the best planned for me, but right now I just don't see any of it. This last week has been really hard and I thought I was handling it pretty well, but now I just feel stuck. Everything I had planned just seemed to fall through and I'm left here feeling disappointed and that the same time trying to trust that I'm in the Lord's hands. All I feel like doing is crying and it's all out of frustration. I'm trying to lean on the promises that Jeremiah 29:11-13 holds, which says:

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
I honestly don't feel like going to Fresno Pacific anymore and I feel more disappointed than anything else.

1 comment:

Flying with Enoch (Jesse Caron) said...

Head up Arev. These things are just the refiner's fire (believe me!) This stuff just gets that nasty dross stuff out of our system.